Imagine the Worst

OH MY GOODNESS I had magnified the impact of my leaving for 36 hours to epic proportions. I imagined 911 scenarios where I was trying to get on a plane home to my frantic, heartbroken love who was strapped to a gurney pumped full of drugs. This would then spiral down to catatonia followed by death and it would all be my fault. He barely noticed I was gone!!!! Nonna Biba and @sattini_lamborghini Ben held down the fort and I guess Ben’s daily work out regimen sweated the agitation out of Rob. Jokes aside, Ben did a truly magnificent job of managing his Dad, taking off work and remaining close by, giving meds and reassurance as needed. I returned to a peaceful home and a sleeping husband who woke briefly to mutter “where did you go?” #prayerswork #gratitude #alzheimerssucks