Tough day today; up since 4am and he was super agitated. Meds were not working and so I took him to the beach for a walk. He was so angry and finally told me “no one wants me at that place” (home) It’s kinda like a 2 year old screaming that they hate you. And then after a while, the clouds opened and the sweetness came back and the angst was forgotten, by him. #alzheimerssucks