Today was bloody awful! The agitation and compulsive pacing and packing started at 6am and by 5pm my emotional and medical tool boxes were both empty! The meds were as effective as tic tacs, except for the Xanax I took; that worked quite well. Dr. April popped in and more tweaks for tomorrow. Highlight of the day was family dinner and a huge hug from @jakesattin. This disease is a beast; just when something works, it changes. It’s wearing me down