I don’t even know how to describe today. The best part was a big family hug. Ever since I started dating Rob, we have done Monday night family dinners. It used to be at Rob’s parents and it was and is a night I love and look forward to each week. It was there I learned to speak Italian with Teresa (Rob’s Mom) while washing dishes by hand. As the years passed my niece and nephew arrived @ashy_bby29 and @lucanastrini561. We moved to Ca and eventually we all were in one place again and Monday night dinners recommenced. Now Rob’s sister @shakazulu561 and I alternate weeks and there is Ryan our great nephew and more recently Kinsley our great niece. My boys often show up too. (Esp @jakesattin when it’s my turn to cook) Tonight after a really long day of wrangling Rob, I was literally reduced to tears and my wonderful, crazy, noisy, Italian family literally gathered me in their arms and held me tight. There are no words to make it better or strategy to recommend, but there is love and support and unity in our hurting. He not only a husband, but a father, a brother, a son, an uncle, and he is so loved.#wehurttogetherwelaughtogetherwelovetogether