Rob went to bed on Wednesday evening and after the seizure at 5am Thursday slept till Friday morning. Our new normals are bed rails and naps in the prayer chair, trusty hounds always close. For some reason R has taken great issue with the rail. He shakes it as if imprisoned by it, which he essentially is I suppose. The anti-seizure meds, now a part of the protocol, have brought a weariness, a decrease in lucidity, an unsteadiness to his gait and some mean hallucinations. Praying no more seizures tho; I never want to experience that again. The consequences are the side effects. We will circle around the damage in his brain, trying to manage the symptoms and then the side effects from the meds. Eventually we will no longer be able to keep up. The goal is comfort and peace. I pray we can maintain.